The best activities to do when I’m stress are knit and crochet. In between, now, I found that drawing is a good activity, too… May be these activities will tame my nerve a little bit and make myself calmer in this situation. Tweet This Post
Relaxxxxx…May be I’m going to “meditate” in my sewing room each day…just to get myself motivated and cherishing my blessing Tweet This Post
I’m trying to be positive… here are some pictures of things I love: fabrics, and crafts supplies. It’s only some of them… and there…there…a gloomy uninspiring super ultra boring mountain I’m facing it EVERY MORNING!…It’s very silent here. oh, and it’s still 4pm and already foggyyyy…from morning to this hour, the situation, the view are [...]
I lost my self…my passion, my desire, my wants, my goals. I feel empty, without purpose…I just don’t know what to do anymore. It’s like useless and pointless… May be I should write down again or re-read what i’ve written about my happiness and desire long time ago…It may raise my spirit Tweet This Post
I’m downloading some pdfs and midi/mp3s from www.free-scores.com . I love it so much. I got some Chopin’s. I think I’ve never played Chopin’s before. It’s difficult but I’m interested to learn it. There’s a beautiful song of his that I love. When I listen to this song, I just imagine little Donna (Mother Maria [...]
It’s always so hard to finish “Emotional Blackmail” book by Susan Forward. Everytime I read it, I feel connect directly to my childhood experience. It took about 30 years to get out of the situation. I really don’t know where to start…but the point is, I didn’t live for myself. The emotional blackmail effect is [...]
I have no idea… may be I’m going to knit. I want to draw since yesterday(s) but I’m running out of sketch book and the minimarket here is also running out of them. What a place… May be a hat again…last time, finally, i can figure out how to make a very fit hat my [...]
Each day, after my husband goes to work, I always feel empty. This place that I ditch so much, there’s nothing here. Nowhere to go for just looking another view other than boring mountain and fog. Moreover, now, everytime I work on my craft, I also feel empty. I’m thinking a lot about the business [...]