Ironic Luck
Why do sometimes I feel that people with 10 talents must die trying to achieve their goals more than people with 2 talents with BIG luck?
It’s not my own feeling…long time ago, a friend of mine said the same. I thought, I felt the feeling before but it wasn’t just me…
I hate it when people see me as: oh, you are so this, so that, so bla, bla bla…life must be easier for you…jeezzzzz…i die trying for it…
While she/he: they don’t really do anything. They are not really bright and not die trying, too…pretty easy (sometimes, sorry, lazy)…and with their attitude, they are still able to enjoy things that all other people must die trying for…
It is so ironic, and so unfair that some people have talents and “lost” or left behind or must die trying compare to those with 2 talents but big LUCK.
Sometimes, I say to God, why didn’t You create me with 2 talents and give me big LUCK? I’m fed up with all of this unfairness…
Right now, I feel I want to give up what I have; trade it off with being less smart but bigger LUCK. Sometimes, I don’t know, whether being talented or having a lot of talents is a gift or not. It’s like I’m bearing all alone, by myself…perhaps,that’s why I’m given more to survive but it’s really unfair…really-really unfair…
Should I be grateful for what I got?…I really don’t know right now…I just want to cry, that’s what I feel right now…
Posted: Monday, June 15th, 2009 @ 5:30 pm
Categories: Personal Thought (!).
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