RESET!

Feel like, lately, I’ve been reset. Goal, people, motive, thought, etc.

I found that:

1. what I’ve done so far was useless.
2. what I’d been trying and thought it was supported wasn’t supported.
3. who I thought a good person has two faces: angel for others, devil for me.
4. I was actually all alone  in pursuing my goal (no wonder it’s tougher than I’ve thought).
5. people who I thought treating me with respect actually didn’t.
6. people who I thought appreciating my dream actually didn’t.
(+ and the number may increase (^O^))

I really don’t know what to do anymore. Everything seems blank and useless. The worse is I feel nothing.

Now, I’m at zero point, zero level. I guess, it’s a new starting point. I’m afraid and not sure to walk again but rather than sitting here and do nothing, I guess a little bit walk step by step is ok.

I guess, I depended too much to ‘human’. I must also go back to basic; remembering that my only loyal fellow is the only One Lord…

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Posted: Wednesday, January 25th, 2012 @ 4:59 am
Categories: Life.
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