Archive for the 'Life' Category

I Wonder If I Ever Be Able To Forgive This one

Friday, January 27th, 2012

I totally hate hypocrite. It’s just painful to see this person seems nice but actually put me in life danger just because SHE DOESN’T LIKE ME. HEY, BITCH! I DON’T LIKE YOU EITHER! BUT I DON’T PUT YOU IN DANGER, NO??????? Gosh! This is the second time I feel feel feel so angry at someone. [...]

UNLIKE! What A Relieeeeeeve (^__^)

Thursday, January 26th, 2012

I don’t like this person, one who had put me in danger once. NEVER! I really hate it when my husband ask me to like her page. I did it just for the sake of C O U R T E SY. Me and husband talked a lot this evening about how I feel and [...]

Speechless…

Wednesday, January 25th, 2012

Perhaps, there’s somekind of curse inside of me that it’s hard for me to sell things. I’m totally speechless when ones make things not so special, not so good (I mean, the quality is so so) but able to sell it. I don’t know. Things seem always hard for me. I am also tired of [...]

RESET!

Wednesday, January 25th, 2012

Feel like, lately, I’ve been reset. Goal, people, motive, thought, etc. I found that: 1. what I’ve done so far was useless. 2. what I’d been trying and thought it was supported wasn’t supported. 3. who I thought a good person has two faces: angel for others, devil for me. 4. I was actually all [...]

The Feeling of Being Useless

Monday, January 23rd, 2012

is one that kills my excitement. I don’t know. Seems that what I do is useless. What I think is useless. And so on. I feel so lonely. Very-very lonely. I wish to get support but seems like what I get is a fake and lips service one. I think, I’m going to start this [...]

Feel Kinda Miserable

Friday, January 20th, 2012

And unable to do anything. I don’t know. Am I too tired with kids? Too guilty for whatever reason? Too feel useless? I feel down lately. Sometimes, feel like want to jump off  of the cliff. Haha…oh, well. I really don’t know what to do… Tweet This Post

Me Alone

Monday, January 16th, 2012

I want to be independent in terms of money. So, I guess, the real fighting must be started NOW. I’m also listing things I can sell when I really don’t have any money anymore. My dear laptop, batik, and others. It’s ok, Nichan, everything is going to be alright… Tweet This Post

Can’t Be Sad. Just Have To Be Happy All The Time

Monday, January 16th, 2012

it’s very funny. I’m not a dummy or statue. I have my emotion. I never limit others to express their emotion unless when it’s destructive. It’s very strange that someone (X) limits mine (>.>)”’. Goodness. Every time I tell my story, X always ‘tackles’ it. Comparing with X’s story. So, in the end, seems like [...]