Archive for the 'Life' Category

When The World Seems Unfair To Me (1)

Thursday, July 29th, 2010

Today is my birthday… I don’t know. I’m not quite happy. See the title. Well, that’s how I feel… change the atittude? I really don’t know what attitude that is able to encounter that… Optimism? Die trying? I don’t know… I really don’t know… I’m always surrounded by loosers or some people who just want [...]

To See Things Happen Unfairly

Saturday, June 26th, 2010

i feel so tortured inside… i’m speechless…don’t know where to start… at most times, i feel i need a break from life…but can i? Tweet This Post

I want to go hoooooooooooome

Wednesday, June 23rd, 2010

I HATE THIS HOUSE!!!! I WANT TO GO HOOOOOOOOOOME!!!!!!!!!! Please doctor, fix meeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa….i want to be cuuuuuured Why the hell is this house full of negativity????!!!!! Tweet This Post

Useless ‘Friend’

Saturday, May 15th, 2010

I feel a lot of regret now that I knew this person. Yeah, I have no option at that time but now, when I’m able to see things more clearly, I can see that those times when I heard her whining with deep sympathy was useless. She’s not kind of smart person, I must say, [...]

Feeling Tired…Very-very Tired

Saturday, May 15th, 2010

I’m tired with my life somehow. It’s not boring but tiring It’s like I’m facing either a big thick wall or loooong endless road It’s hurting to see others It’s hurting to hear others GOSH! I DON’T NEED ANY OTHER PEOPLE’S SILLY COMPLAIN AT THIS RATE! Tweet This Post

Back To Basic

Friday, May 7th, 2010

I’m loosing my passion to craft yet, Father has given me ALL: skill, materials, etc. He always opens way for me. For the sake of His kindness, I won’t give up. I still don’t know what to do with my craft but I know what to do with my passion: I’m back to basic. I [...]

I Just Knew That

Wednesday, March 31st, 2010

Crafting is already part of me…when I feel sad about it and feel not worthy in term of crafting, i feel hurt and hesitate… I’m loosing my passion lately due to so many people i feel unappreciating my ‘silly’ and ‘small’ profession: crafter…I don’t mind if someone says she/he loves my crafts. Period. But, I [...]

(Childhood) Nightmare

Wednesday, March 31st, 2010

There’s a little me inside,  insecured and always feel unprotected… I guess, until that person dies, I will never forgive. For all this person did to me, nothing but death is for this person. No regrets, so arrogant….this person is totally disgusting and one of evil if i may say… Tweet This Post