Archive for the 'Personal Thought (!)' Category

When The World Seems Unfair To Me (1)

Thursday, July 29th, 2010

Today is my birthday… I don’t know. I’m not quite happy. See the title. Well, that’s how I feel… change the atittude? I really don’t know what attitude that is able to encounter that… Optimism? Die trying? I don’t know… I really don’t know… I’m always surrounded by loosers or some people who just want [...]

Back To Basic

Friday, May 7th, 2010

I’m loosing my passion to craft yet, Father has given me ALL: skill, materials, etc. He always opens way for me. For the sake of His kindness, I won’t give up. I still don’t know what to do with my craft but I know what to do with my passion: I’m back to basic. I [...]

Sweet Nichan!

Friday, May 7th, 2010

yeaah…I’m basically not kind of fierce girl, woman or lady…(^O^)”’…I’m normal, love to smile, love to laugh, love to joke, love to imagine something funny…I’m quite ‘anime’ girl…I mean, I love funny imagination…When I make a friendship, I look into the heart instead appearance (thank goodness, I don’t)…I have my own personal opinion about someone [...]

One step up training

Friday, May 7th, 2010

May be, I’m being ‘tried’…I must feel myself…Is it me? or Something outside trying to seduce me to have this feeling. Gosh, Lord! It’s getting harder!!!! and oh, boy, I forgot to pray (-.-)”’…perhaps, I shouldn’t postpone it…Just pray whenever it’s the time to… This kind of  feeling is ugly…very ugly and mean.  I don’t [...]

Code of Ethics Between Companies?

Monday, April 19th, 2010

MY ASS!!!!!! It’s not a code of ethic anymore when a company holds back their employee’s good future… What I hate it…it’s a western company…talking about HUMAN RIGHT… HUMAN RIGHT MY ASS!!! It’s just being selfish! May be they think: “as long as MY interest isn’t violated, then it’s ok to break a human right [...]

Bring Luck For Others?

Monday, April 19th, 2010

Hmmm… Now i hate that words so much… I need one for myself…I don’t need to bring any luck to others or whatsoever…their life has nothing to do with me… I wish I have a big luck, too, for myself… Tweet This Post

I Just Knew That

Wednesday, March 31st, 2010

Crafting is already part of me…when I feel sad about it and feel not worthy in term of crafting, i feel hurt and hesitate… I’m loosing my passion lately due to so many people i feel unappreciating my ‘silly’ and ‘small’ profession: crafter…I don’t mind if someone says she/he loves my crafts. Period. But, I [...]

Sometimes, I feel ‘normal’

Friday, March 26th, 2010

but surrounded by crazy abnormal people… I don’t know what attracts them toward me as I always despise such people… I just had a chat with my doll-lover web-buddy…Kind of odd, she looked normal to me but been attracted with crazy people like I am (^o^)… She said something like “too open” and “naive”…She’s kind [...]